我愛他 lyrics

他的輕狂留在 某一節車廂
地下鐵裡的風 比回憶還重
整座城市一直等著我
有一段感情還在漂泊

對他唯一遺憾 是分手那天
我奔騰的眼淚 都停不下來
若那一刻重來 我不哭
讓他知道我可以很好

*我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂
我的夢 狠狠碎過卻不會忘
曾為他 相信明天就是未來
情節有多壞 都不肯醒來
我愛他 跌跌撞撞到絕望
我的心 深深傷過卻不會忘
我和他 不再屬于這個地方
最初的天堂 最終的荒唐*


如果還有遺憾 又怎麼樣呢
傷了痛了懂了 就能好了嗎
曾經依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂
我的夢 狠狠碎過卻不會忘
逃不開 愛越深越互相傷害
越深的依賴 越多的空白
該怎麼去愛


*我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂
我的夢 狠狠碎過卻不會忘
曾為他 相信明天就是未來
情節有多壞 都不肯醒來
我愛他 跌跌撞撞到絕望
我的心 深深傷過卻不會忘
我和他 不再屬于這個地方
最初的天堂 最終的荒唐*


如果還有遺憾 是分手那天
我奔騰的眼淚 都停不下來
若那一刻重來 我不哭
讓他知道我可以很好

Melacca day..^^

Two weeks more to go we're going to finish our SPM and graduate so me and my classmates decided to go Malacca yesterday. Was kinda fun cause all of us went by car and the funniest part is when we get lost there. Cant find our way out to the city. huhu~
When we arrive there the first thing we did was eat eat and eat!! Was so hungry cause we havent eat since morning..= = Then we went and buy movie tickets first, we only manage to buy the 4.20pm ticket since that is the earliest ticket for the movie ''phobia''..
While waitng for the movie to start we went shopping and i bought a watch and two salsa nail polish for my mummy and coffee powder for my daddy cause he loves coffee and chocolate alot.
We took alot of pictures together while having fun and crazy-ing in the shopping complex.. I got to find that the movie was not bad..kinda scary cause i never watch horror movie in a cinema before and that was my first time..hahaha..

We started our journey back home at around 8pm and arrive around 10pm cause we had dinner together on the way back.. I ate laksa and it taste delicious.. ^^


LOVE MY BUDDIES AND FRIENDS.

Dreams turns out to be Nothing

I'm an active girl and i love sports alot. But the sport i love the most is Karate. I used to put karate in the First place in my life.
I'd learned karate since i was Ten, and the whole family knows that I'm so in love with it.. I enjoy going for training with my seniors and team mates whenever i feel free..
Well, Going to all sorts of tournaments give me the confidence and the spirit to fight. My coach trained me very hard and push me to the limit because he always wanted me to be the first best johore fighter. I'm so glad that at last I'm the best johore girl fighter and I'm one of the youngest state fighter. i felt so proud to represent my state..

My dream is To be a Fighter and go for WKF(World karate Federation)

Until one day i meet 'Someone' and fell in love with her. I loved her alot and i started to spent my time together with her more than anything else in my life.. That is when i started to notice that I'm starting to turn my back towards karate and I never go for training like i used to anymore.( Coach i know i let you down and Honestly i felt very sorry to you.)

Days passed by so fast and we broke off just like that. I cried for months whenever i thought about her and that is when i wanted to continue my karate life and go for my dreams.
But then things turns out to be different.

My mum and my sister don't allow me to go for training anymore.I was so pissed off but i can do nothing..Mum said that it's time to let go of karate since I've stopped for training for so long..

I bet that all Mums wants their daughter to be like a princess.
Even my sisters want me to be a baby sister.

but I'M NOT..!!

MUM, YOU ALWAYS WANTED ME TO BE GIRLISH LIKE OTHER GIRLS, YOU STOPPED ME FROM KARATE AND SPORTS JUST WITH EXCUSE THAT YOU DON'T WANT ME TO GET INJURED.
MUM I KNOW YOU LOVE ME BUT I ALSO HOPE THAT YOU'LL BE UNDERSTANDING.

MY DREAMS are gone just like that. I love karate alot. i felt jealous looking at my opponent going for tournaments and take away the gold medals that once was mine..
I bleed, i get injured, i cried,during my training. And the tournaments that i went through gave me strength.I've learned alot about discipline through this 8 Years and it's hard for me to let it go.


P/S: Go chase your dream and never give up of something that you always wanted .Also never give up your dreams just because of LOVE because you'll end up regretting when he/she leaves you.

Little Pocoyo!

I was watching tv with my little nephew and my baby niece today evening.. I wanted to watch horror movie but well both my nephew and niece wanted to watch Playhouse Disney so badly...I never watch cartoons for a long time but wat to do? No point to argue with kids right.. So i just went and changed the channel for them..
Then i saw this animation named POYOCO!
Gosh Poyoco was so cute and hell i fell in love with him~

SPM days~

Gosh at last i already finished my BM, BI, and Sejarah paper! I'm now so damn worry bout the results! But anyhow i know i did my best. DAMN, i don't even know WTF the sejarah paper was asking about..All i can do is i juz make all kind of stories in it..huhu~ God save me~
Hm, the funniest part is when the students open up the Sejarah paper..some of them straight away yawn. haha! Then you can get to see some of the students waiting for time to pass, because during SPM you only can leave the exam hall after half an hour. Well the exam starts at 2pm and ends at 4.30pm. But when the clock ticks to 2.30pm half of the students from the exam hall is gone....= =
I was still there tryin to solve the essay questions..I find it hard but yet i stil tried to do the papers. Then around 3pm...I left the exam hall. My classmates came out around that time too and guess what happened? We went for McD together!! We ate there and enjoyed our meal like nothing happened..(Well all i can say is actually all of us were actually worried but we're just trying to chill out.) PRESSURED! PRESURED! PRESSURED! We still have 7 papers to go and Monday we're goin to have Maths paper..huhu~ God please help me..

SPM? GOSH!

Spm is really really near...gosh, i still have about 10 days to go...
Well i found myself very pressured nowdays,but yet i still have to face it.. I kept doing science and maths exercises this few weeks, asking my friends to help me out with it, hoping that i can get good results in it... The subject i hate the most is ''pendidikan moral'' !! I don't understand why do we need to have moral papers? And then you'll get to find out those art class gangsters getting A's in that subject...(while they're still havin those attitude problems).. Fine, and now im havin headache thinking how to memorise those '' Nilai & Definisi ''... mum and dad keep pushing me to the end, asking me to keep studying ..(what to do, my dad used to call me chicken brain because i always forgot things dat i should do.. = =) Anyhow, i just have to DO MY BEST and pray, so that i would have a good luck on that one month period.

I love the meaning of this song..i will be..

There's nothing i could say to you,

Nothing i could ever do do make you feel,

Wat you mean to me

All the pain , the tears i cried,

Still you never said goodbye and now i know,

How far you'd go

I know i let you down
And it's not like that now,

This time i'll never let you go

I will be all that you want, and get myself together,

Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, i'll be with you forever,

To get you through the day and make everything

okay

I thought that i had everything

I didn't know what life could bring

But now i see, honestly

You're the one thing i got right

The only one i let inside

Now i can breathe 'cause you're here with me

And if i let you down, i'll turn it all around

'Cause i would never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together

'Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, i'll be with you forever

To get you through the day, and make everything

Okay

Without you, i can't breathe

I'm not gonna ever,ever let you leave

You're all i got, you're all i want, oh

Cause without you i don't know what i'd do

I can never, ever live a day without you

Here with me, do you see you're all i need?

And i will be all that you want and get myself together

Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, i'll be with you forever

To get you through the day and make everything

Okay