WHAT? the word Allah is for islam?

Who says the word Allah is only for Islam people?? Goodness, the word Allah in the Arab translation means '' GOD'' so who said that ONLY Islamics can use the word Allah???!! even the Arabians don't even mind us Christians using this word, so why these kia si bother so much?

It's fine if you guys get mad because of that stupid reason. But why have to burn down our church!!! now there are 10 churches been burned down! In the Al-Quran did it say that you can burn people's place of worship???

UNFAIR!! WE CHRISTIAN RESPECT YOU PEOPLE SO WHY CANT YOU GUYS PAY SOME RESPECTS??

Down Town East.

At first i don't wanna go to the Down Town East because it's far away, we have to take mrt from Tiong Bharu Plaza to Pasir Ris..

Hm, but then since i promised my sis to accompany her..i don't wanna break promise.

Well, at first was kinda lonely,but it's quite fun there, cause there were lots of games and stuffs there.

I met 2 Cambodian girl, Guess what, one of them, her name was teresa Lay! gosh, same name, just different spelling. Another girl's name was Xiao Hong, she's cute, she came to singapore because she was sad she broke up with her boyfriend. The funniest part is the 1st Question they asked me was '' Em.. are you korean??'' hahaha~ But yet i still don't think i look like korean..huhu~


We became friends and We had fun together. I tried to cheer Xiao Hong up because i know it's worthless crying for that guy who hurt her so bad. So we went and play water though we never bring any extra clothings. haha, funnny.

RELI HAPPY TO MEET THEM.
THEY WERE FRIENDLY..

THANK YOU, TERESA LAY AND XIAO HONG.

I feel alone.

Last year after my last break up i go through Xmas alone. Mum and dad was in Australia. Then Chinese new year i celebrated it at my brother in law's house which is darn boring..



It's not that i have no friends but it's because i was in Singapore my sister has been very strick to me, i can't go out as often as i want..

Fine, bad luck enough for me last year.

This year, even worse luck came to me.



-SPM

-BABY GETS LOST


yup, It's very true that i will be celebrating with my family. But I will still lonely when I see mummy have daddy, sister have brother in law, even my brother have girlfriend...


ME? ALONE..??



HOW WILL MY XMAS BE THIS YEAR???

WORRIES

All of us know that after SPM exams we will be super free hanging around with friends, having fun, going for trips..since it will be a super long holiday.

BUT the thing is ... I just don't know why..


I'M WORRIED..!!


I know that it's still not the right time to get worried yet ,
but well..
i just cant help myself thinking bout the things that i wanna do in the future.

I don't even have the heart to enjoy so much.
I'm worried bout my stupid SPM results.
I'm worried bout the course to take. I feel like going to KL's KBU colleague to study but... the problem is...


DOES MY PARENTS AND SISTER ALLOW??

I'm a little baby girl for them, since I'm the youngest in the family, so how are they going to allow me to go far from them..?
Sure they'll think I'm going there to go clubbing or whatever hack..
But no matter what i still need to further my studies right..?

My sister always ask me to go Singapore and study...
BUT JIE~
YOU KNOW THAT STUDYING IN SINGAPORE WILL BE DARN EXPENSIVE SO WHY DON'T LET ME CHOOSE BETTER COLLEAGUE???

GOSH.
FRANKLY SPEAKING. I HATE to be over protected..


I'm sick thinking of my Piano grade8 exam next year..!! Wanna study also have to get stuck with my piano!
Everyone knows that studying Piano in KL or Singapore sure will charge you more expensive...And that is why I'm stuck here! = =



GOSH!
I REALLY NEED A BREAK~

today..

10.30 a.m - WOKE UP, WASH UP. ( Actually i woke up at 10 but i roll on the bed for half an hour..haha)


11.00 a.m - Clean my room and the whole house


12.30 p.m - Called my friends up to see whether they wanna '' yam cha''.


01.30 p.m - Went out with friends and hang out with them



At first everything was fine, We went to MCD to hang out.
After that we went to KBox. Suddenly my friend started crying on my shoulder and said she was hurt by her bf. She cried so hard but i can do nothing. All i did was hugging her and comforting her.
I can see that she's acting happy in front of us but she's crying in the inside. But yet..All i can do is accompany her wherever she goes, make her smile and make her feel better.


Around 4 pm we went to the cyber cafe. I saw someone. It hurts me alot. But i tried to pretend like I'm happy and I'm OK. Looking silently at that person from behind even hurt me more.




Tried to forget everything. BUT i just cant. I HATE THIS SISTUATION.




Now my mood is 0%.

I just feel like my life is miserable.

Sometimes life gets complicated.

But all i can do is...


TAKE IT EASY AND DUN GIVE A DARN ABOUT IT. LOOK AT THINGS IN THE SIMPLE WAY.

AND BELIEVE THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE OK.

Melacca day..^^

Two weeks more to go we're going to finish our SPM and graduate so me and my classmates decided to go Malacca yesterday. Was kinda fun cause all of us went by car and the funniest part is when we get lost there. Cant find our way out to the city. huhu~
When we arrive there the first thing we did was eat eat and eat!! Was so hungry cause we havent eat since morning..= = Then we went and buy movie tickets first, we only manage to buy the 4.20pm ticket since that is the earliest ticket for the movie ''phobia''..
While waitng for the movie to start we went shopping and i bought a watch and two salsa nail polish for my mummy and coffee powder for my daddy cause he loves coffee and chocolate alot.
We took alot of pictures together while having fun and crazy-ing in the shopping complex.. I got to find that the movie was not bad..kinda scary cause i never watch horror movie in a cinema before and that was my first time..hahaha..

We started our journey back home at around 8pm and arrive around 10pm cause we had dinner together on the way back.. I ate laksa and it taste delicious.. ^^


LOVE MY BUDDIES AND FRIENDS.

Dreams turns out to be Nothing

I'm an active girl and i love sports alot. But the sport i love the most is Karate. I used to put karate in the First place in my life.
I'd learned karate since i was Ten, and the whole family knows that I'm so in love with it.. I enjoy going for training with my seniors and team mates whenever i feel free..
Well, Going to all sorts of tournaments give me the confidence and the spirit to fight. My coach trained me very hard and push me to the limit because he always wanted me to be the first best johore fighter. I'm so glad that at last I'm the best johore girl fighter and I'm one of the youngest state fighter. i felt so proud to represent my state..

My dream is To be a Fighter and go for WKF(World karate Federation)

Until one day i meet 'Someone' and fell in love with her. I loved her alot and i started to spent my time together with her more than anything else in my life.. That is when i started to notice that I'm starting to turn my back towards karate and I never go for training like i used to anymore.( Coach i know i let you down and Honestly i felt very sorry to you.)

Days passed by so fast and we broke off just like that. I cried for months whenever i thought about her and that is when i wanted to continue my karate life and go for my dreams.
But then things turns out to be different.

My mum and my sister don't allow me to go for training anymore.I was so pissed off but i can do nothing..Mum said that it's time to let go of karate since I've stopped for training for so long..

I bet that all Mums wants their daughter to be like a princess.
Even my sisters want me to be a baby sister.

but I'M NOT..!!

MUM, YOU ALWAYS WANTED ME TO BE GIRLISH LIKE OTHER GIRLS, YOU STOPPED ME FROM KARATE AND SPORTS JUST WITH EXCUSE THAT YOU DON'T WANT ME TO GET INJURED.
MUM I KNOW YOU LOVE ME BUT I ALSO HOPE THAT YOU'LL BE UNDERSTANDING.

MY DREAMS are gone just like that. I love karate alot. i felt jealous looking at my opponent going for tournaments and take away the gold medals that once was mine..
I bleed, i get injured, i cried,during my training. And the tournaments that i went through gave me strength.I've learned alot about discipline through this 8 Years and it's hard for me to let it go.


P/S: Go chase your dream and never give up of something that you always wanted .Also never give up your dreams just because of LOVE because you'll end up regretting when he/she leaves you.